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Useless

What point is it? I am just a pathetic being, Pain and anger is all I bring, I have been all but a fling, Being special is but a hope, No importance what I cope, So why do you need me, A mere annoyance to thee...
A broken doll inside, No reason to be, All but pain and anger, Just a useless pawn...
Let this bother go, My crimson blood will flow, A thud is all that can sound, I will not have to be found, The pain in you shall be gone, Happiness will float merely along, Your life can go on, All I will be is a song... &n

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It was deathly cold.  Winter had finally struck Nibelheim hard.  Feet of snow was piled up on the streets and small homes.  The temperature hovered above freezing though in actuality it was far below it because of the high winds.  It reminded me of a place far from here.  A place I would never be able to forget for the rest of my days alive.
Times like these always brought back the memories, good and bad.  It also made things seem so ironic.  The place we both hated the most was the place that held so much and brought back so man Reflections
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My way out
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Loss of YouI could see your tears already starting and I knew right then that this wasn't going to be good. You rarely cried and when you did, it always meant something serious was happening. So I just knew that I better get myself ready for this. I had to be ready for whatever came at me if not I knew I would break down into sobs.
After a few minutes, you finally spoke. You told me of how things just weren't as they were. That you didn't want to hurt yourself and me anymore but lying. The love that was once there was gone. I could feel my heart breakin Loss of You
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V Day

Tue Feb 14, 2006, 5:45 AM

First Valentine's Day that I haven't been attached to someone. Kinda weird and makes me sad a little. However I am going out to dinner with one of my best buds and then we are going to watch movies. Maybe I can squeeze some cuddles out of him XD

Anywho... I hope all of you have a good V Day. You may not have some truly special to share it with but you do have friends and family that you can share it with :3

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE!!!!

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Current Residence: Corner of my room
Interests: Anime/Manga, role-playing,rpgs,video games, music, artwork, writing, japan, learning new things
Favourite movie: Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind, Girl Interupted, Spirited Away
Favourite band or musician: Tori Amos, NIN, Kotani Kinya, Tsuneo Imahori, Black Mages
Favourite genre of music: Soft, heavy metal, alternative, anime/video game music
Favourite artist: Matt page, Sarah B, Yasuhiro Nightow
Favourite poet or writer: Matt Page, Uzumaki-sama, Roman Dirge
Favourite style of art: any and all
Operating System: a system that operates
Shell of choice: dark and comfy
Wallpaper of choice: Your eyes can decieve you-Matt page
Skin of choice: pale and scarred
Favourite game: Final Fantasy series
Favourite gaming platform: The one I play on
Favourite cartoon character: Brandon Heat (long ebony-haired, kickass, and silent)
Personal Quote: "Your the disease. I'm the cure." -Gungrave
Tools of the Trade: Pencil, paper, my laptop

Website: http://shadowbeaw.suddenlaunch3.com/index.cgi?#charries
Email: ShadowBeaw@juno.com
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~wholion Mar 11, 2007, 7:02:42 AM

I wish you'd write ME something. A story, a poem - whatever.

~Ta-chan Dec 12, 2005, 10:06:52 PM

Thankssss for the watch. :}

~babblebabble Aug 19, 2005, 5:54:02 PM

Hello Random Deviant!

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Like a building caught on fire,
smoke is churning up the funeral pyre.
Isabel, don't tell me lies, I want to see you take off your disguise.
Over the mountains I must go. Isabel, I wish it were not so.

~XcaitaX Apr 1, 2005, 11:41:30 AM

Your work is lovely...and...YOUR AVATAR KICKS SERIOUS ASS!

~Decca19 Mar 12, 2005, 6:13:31 PM

*Gasps* you have Alucard in your avatar!!!

*dies and goes to hell*

*muffled yelling is heard from grave* THAT IS AWESOMENESS!!!

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About 98% of the teenage population has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% that has not, then copy and paste this into your signature

~Soul-Collector Feb 12, 2005, 6:04:31 PM

Never sleep never dream, never ever shut your eye's, But I know you will and I shall haunt you and your dreams. They will turn to nightmares, thank's to ME!!

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Your Soul is Mine.

~kitsuneonna Jan 23, 2005, 5:51:02 AM

Whoa I love your stuff! XD May I watch?

~DarkflowerNeko Oct 17, 2004, 3:49:35 PM

Hiya Ang!! 'Tis me Darkflowerneko from UF
Rinaku: ME TOO!!! <<'>>'

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"Wishing for things to come to an end is useless. As long as you're still walking these worlds then your wish is nothing but a distant dream. I am your worst N i g h t m a r e." --Ayara